Salt and Pepper

Its been more than 5 years. I had proposed that we be more than just friends and she accepted. What that na├»ve proposal started back then, is now growing into, what people call, an engagement. By the end of this month, I will be formally engaged to the girl I have been in love with for quite some time.

I really excited and at the same time quite palpably apprehensive. But I know I will sail through. And it is going to be quite a journey!

The Final Year!!

Guess what?? I have finally reached the dreaded final year. Two years of terror. Thick books, that are thicker than the Oxford Dictonary. Just a few days ago, i was a new MBBS student, terrified by anatomy. Then I struggled with Pharmacology. And now I have stumbled upon the ‘almost there’ part of my journey…

But is it?? The final year in itself gives me the sweats. I havent even thought of the uncertainties that lie beyond. What am I going to do?? Where am I headed? Is it the right direction? If it is, is it where I want to go? I if I do, will I be able to or allowed to? These are a few of the questions that haunt me. I am in a place I am not interested in. I am doing something that doesnt interest me.

But that aint gonna stop the smile (and the relief) of getting across the second year. I have got a long road ahead of me. Let me hope I take the right turns…